Jesus christ its been awhile since ive gotten on this bloody thing...well....alone yet again...wow...seems to be the story of my life...lol...well....ta hell with all that...im going back to school hopefully this spring and majoring in criminal psychology. but anyway....if anyone wants to keep in contact ill try to keep up with this thing a little ( Read more... )

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Yeah...i know....i never talk in this thing anymore....lol

Does life really matter? Does my life really matter? To these questions a year or so ago i would have answered no...but....as my life goes on I find it has its own purpose....its own happiness...I lost someone very dear to me once, I was lucky to get them back...I see now that luck is not what is given to u....but what u make it into. If you're ( Read more... )

I sit here...wondering...am I dependable? To this question I don't have answers and it scares me...I know i don't, won't, and never will have all the answers...*shakes my head*..no...i can have no regrets....I've found the girl I truly love unlike anyother...she makes me smile as noone else can...yet i have the fear I'll somehow fuck up...i don't ( Read more... )

Life is an odd thing, as i sit here adn chat with her...i remember the things we've been through and I also realize that it is this person that i desire to be with...and so as my heart pounded as i asked her to be mine...i slowly began to realize that i have found my soul...my heart...i know we have had our problems, but in fact all couples have ( Read more... )