Tears streamed down my face as I made my way south on the #2, back from Calgay. It's never easy saying good bye, and it wasn't, just a see you later. I broke my own heart. How do you like it. I am glad to be here I just wish I could have brought everyone with me!

The best Valentine's ever ( Read more... )

14 more days! Last night I drempt of the ex from calgary. He had shown up here, and cought me in line a safeway. As all ways, mixed emotions seeing him. The only man that's haunted me. I
ve heard I love yous offen, even said them back, but really, i still question all of it. i don't think I'm capable.

I have confirmation. My last day of work, in this town, I've called home for so long, will be Saturday Feburary 19th. I will be driving out of here the morning of the 20th.

it's my best friends birthday today. She is a very smart caring woman, who's veen there for me through my toughest times. Always with a smile and a possitive word. Iam so proud of her! We've been friends since highschool, the only one I've stayed close to. I am so excited to be moving away from this town, and I look forward to her visits west, and ( Read more... )

Love or location? He's going to be the one who proposes. I just know it, he's so egar to take care of me. He loves me sooo much I can feel it. i don't think i can go.

gotta say wow, this one's a keeper! very compassionate, in live and our relationship. I admire, and adore him. He's a crazy for me as i am fir him.

I've lost track, but it's been a month off the weed, now to kick the smokes.

i've been talking to a man in new orleans, love the accent. He seems nice, but he's so far away ( Read more... )

I still feel the lonliest i've ever felt, but there is an ease to it. Maybe I'm just getting used to it. What is love? I'm possitive I've never felt it before. I feel like an outcast, i don't belong, what's wrong with me?