I give up on trying to make sense to you
I give up trying to be nice to you
I want to break you down so hard,
You wont even think about getting up.

It is the disappointment where you know others did better than you
Be it by a mere mark or many,
They did better and you didn't.
That SUCKS.
Just because of the ONLY reason that I did not talk as much as others did
I got a grade lower.
That you call fair,
Then I dont know where I stand.

Reading through what was before me ( Read more... )

Call me in need of a hiding ( Read more... )

It's a blessing to me.You are a blessing to me.To have known you,God's given me a precious gift.I'd be foolish if I were to lose you.To know that you will always be with me through rough shit and blessed times,that's all I need to have ( Read more... )

Yeap.Somehow or rather,things are still unsettled.But everything will turn out fine I'm sure.God's with me I know.So what do I have to fear ( Read more... )

It is finally sinking in.I'm trying to grasp the reality I'm in.It sucks to know that it is all turning out this way.But I believe there are reasons behind everything that is happening.I would rather be left alone.I don't really want anyone to care.It's so hard for me now.I don't know whom I can trust.I think in a way.The rest chose to think ( Read more... )

Oh God.Help me.Seriously.I'm so disturbed.Feeling so dirty inside.Have I changed?I feel like, everything has changed.I don't feel like the same girl anymore ( Read more... )

Oh my god.Things have gone so berserk.I don't know what happened to me on monday.I went crazy I guess.Some ASS told mom about him.Yeah.I tell you if I ever get to know who it was,I'm so going to come where ever you are and take the shit out of you.Yeah she is bound to find out but not now,that's what I thought.AND certainly not from SOMEONE else ( Read more... )

High on myself.It's frustrating how things have turned out.I just can't seem to figure out.I am just praying that things change.It can't always be sour this way.I hope we will by 7 april.How can you think of me in this way only?Is that all I mean to you ( Read more... )