I hate how the average sleep time has been 3 hrs per night for me and many of my friends, sometimes it is easier to pull an all nighter, I have had a few. These all nighters are followed by a day of a feeling of being surrounded by a cloud or a blanket, no worries, just hovering along, at this point you can't be stressed out your body only needs ( Read more... )

more blogging? I suppose I would like too..and now that I have started it might be hard to stop...except that my arms are heavy because I am still sore from sleeping on the floor this long, and tired from sleeping pills(to cure the soreness/sleeplessness from sleeping on the floor this long...What irony) and the long day. Well, Going back to school ( Read more... )

I like words like blog. I decided to write one because I am incuribly lonely at the moment, as I have arrived back home after seeing Electra in our pathetic little cinema 5, to find my parents are asleep and my brother, the one having just taken off after dropping me off, was obviously MIA. So what do I do? Talk to nobody on MSN...hmm that is doing ( Read more... )

I feel Like I am in a dream. The entire mood of this week is very dream like. I am so scared. I have never felt like this. I need to get all this done, but I feel beyond exhausted mostly I just want to be sleeping, that is all that makes sense. I guess coming home might help, maybe not. My roomate just calleld in the middle of my surreal study ( Read more... )

I've been wanting to write lately but the mood is fleeting. I'm not even sure If I really want to be writting this right now. I'm doing well. things are getting a bit busier but as my friend says homework expands to fill the time you have. I like my classes. I suppose I am lkearning a lot. I'm really excited about next semesters classes. It seems ( Read more... )

Well after a horrible and uncomfortable night drive we attended to kevin and the next day movied me into my dorm. I love it. My roomate is an artist so we have quite a lot in common, she is different than me personality wise but I'm sure she is a good person. I slept well and I really like this place, some people I have met are...avoidable...but ( Read more... )

Well I gues sI had a mini panic attack. I was writting lists, dealing with jake, and thinking aout my recent encounter with my doctor..in which \he slyly wrote me a prescription to take with me for 50% of the meds I normally take...which worried the hell out of me...becaus emy life is to good to skrew with. I mean what is he thinking. To come of ( Read more... )

I'm in love with emotion. I admit it despite all my denial. I am constantly searching for an emotional connection with someone. I love the way that Lane reads my thoughts and we are on the same track. I love the way jim feels so much, but like me sometimes tries to have fun in humor to make it stop. I love when I can feel an emotion dtanding next ( Read more... )

Well this moring I woke up thinking of my camping experience on the 3rd, it was definately a life changing thing. I thought about it a lot and I think I want to write about it ( Read more... )

As Jim talks to me, he makes living in laxk county sound like a jail, or a sand pit, you gotta get out you you are trapped. I want out, but I don;'t know why. I want espae from my problems, leaving is like goign to sleep when I'm depressed, I don't have to worry until I wake up. I have grown harder as the days go by. The drama at my job is ( Read more... )