talk about a funk
i'm swimming in it
it's been crazy
wake up and you're just here
i'm too tired for sleep

just running towards the finish line
i'm disenchanted finally
ready to retire
it was fun, but now it's sad

your family isn't just those who gave birth to you, inserted the scattered perceptions and gave girth to you, but everyone in your view, huh, who knew... atomically created equal.

(there's no need to test me while i've been under your observation for the entirety of my time)

3rd eye jaguar, preying, hunting, just where i'm supposed to be, to be 3rd eye focus like a flock of locusts, just where i'm supposed to be, be you, we never had a choice... i thought you knew.

"all i ever wanted was to pick apart the day, put the pieces back together my way ( Read more... )

it's weird to not be a child, but to be as scared as one still. i've missed alot lately. all these changes caught me off. weird places weird people, strange thoughts, manifest disfocus. things are always the same though, i'm not sure why i worry somedays. well... anyday.

cease to resist.

"all i can say is that my life is pretty plain, you don't like my point of view you think that i'm insane, it's not sane, it's not sane."

i'll never feel as low as i do right now, all of it culminated into a big pile of intoxicating shit. "ihatemyselfandiwanttodie"

what a whiny pathetic waste of an entry

"Goodbye to you, my trusted friend ( Read more... )

today i went to the doc and he spoke their language and told me i will be set in about a month. man this broken ankle/ligament shit is taking forever. i heard i missed a good show, some sublime cover band "badfish", i would've liked to have seen em, but i would've liked to have seen those people i know more, but i don't really miss things i guess, ( Read more... )

i guess i "wrote" a song... but i need lyrics... there's plenty-o-inspiration around, but nothing makes my grade ( Read more... )