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On The Stand
Don't stick around
Don't stay and watch me fall
I will crawl inside
Let the surface show you everything else
A prisoner of sin; forgive me
I've turned from light, and lost my way
A wanderer in darkness; uncover me
Always dull, my crown is a bowl
Drown me in grace
Break me with justice
Drag me back
Ruin my life
Be gone, demon, losen your grip
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Hey LJ! Long time, no anything!
I'll just do this overall entry in bursts since I want to get some of it out right now but I'm really tired so I won't be able to get everything out that I want to ( Read more... ) -
Only Myself
I'm a mess.
I don't want to see You like this.
So far from Your image; this abstract painting.
All hope is lost in the pit in my stomach.
Hold still and wait.
Just wait for me to be rescued like someone lost.
But I'm lost in what I should've forgotten instead of the truth I now know.
The truth that I appear to have forgotten.
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You're my Prince of peace and I will live my life for you.
Before camp, I was so excited and optimistic for the rest of the year. Now, it’s completely opposite. Nearly every day since camp started I’ve been depressed, and something has went wrong. Most, if not all, of it has been related to money.
I’ve been overdrafted since the 5th and every attempt I’ve made to bring it back up has failed due to the fact ( Read more... ) -
I Die Daily
I've tasted sin ( Read more... ) -
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Has anyone else ever felt worthless? Like utterly and completely worthless and useless. I know sometimes people feel like that but then get over it. I feel like that every day. I'm reminded of how worthless I am at least once during a full 24 hours. As of right now, there isn't a single thing that I'm doing that actually has substance or is ( Read more... ) -
Hey vanity...
I'm sick of talking about this stupid bull crap all the time. It always puts me in a sour mood that I can't get back out of. I can't wait to get this over and done with so she can be out of my life for as long as humanly possible. Sometimes I can't believe my life is the way it is. I feel like I'm in prison ( Read more... ) -
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10/30/09 2:33AM ( Read more... ) -
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Sometime last week at around 8AM ( Read more... ) -
Time for my entry!
There's been a lot going on in my life but I'm the same way as zippylu, it's hard for me to write when I'm happy ( Read more... )