i'm depressed because she can't stand me...
and she can't stand me cuz i'm depressed.

it's a VICIOUS CYCLE!

no matter what i do i'm still the villain. as far as i can tell this has a 50% cance of being resolved (maybe more or less in her eyes), which i hope it will be. and soon. because after all... she is my Rushmoore...

if fitty cent and young buck left g-unit and formed their own hip hop supergroup, would it be called "a buck fitty"? or "fitty bucks"?

today i'm feeling much better after 2 days of pure hell. luckily i was able to get off work without a problem. and i had the complete first season of dead like me, which i borrowed from robert to keep me occupied ( Read more... )

ugh... i hate time zones. i'm back from l.a. what a week. my uncle ramil should no doubt be m.v.p. of the entire trip. what a host. my stomach hasn't had any room in it for 5 days ( Read more... )

the humans have begun their quest. lots of questions unanswered. only time will tell.

i have all day off to play world of warcraft, but the freaking server is down for maintainance... FUCK!!!.

has consumed my life.

it wasn't until 1:30 that i realised nobody was coming to poker. i'd all but forgotten about it myself. i'm not mad at anybody or anything. to be honest, i wasn't really feeling up to it tonight. busy week for everyone. i hope you guys are ok, though ( Read more... )

why can't i get a fucking grip? thanks to josh for being there. i didn't know who else to call, and i knew you'd understand. also i'd like to nominate jessica for m.v.p. of the week. she's going through a lot of things of her own and i haven't been able to be there for her the way she has been for me. fuck this whole fucking shit. i'm losing ( Read more... )

only a couple of people showed for poker tonight, so we just watched napoleon dynamite. fuckin funny ass movie ( Read more... )