boys are freaks!

feel both frisky and discontent today
i need to reorganize myself

I miss my cheeks.

ran out of pink today, won't get it til thursday but i have an exam and paper due tomorrow ( Read more... )

Teachers always have such polarized feelings toward me. For example, my anthro teacher Lauren Hasten, who rules, and always seems to make a point to talk about how she's 1) gay 2) American sucks, absolutely LOVES me. Says I am the funniest and smartest in her class. Howeer, my history teacher ABSOLUTELY HATES ME, more than anyone else. I act the ( Read more... )

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doing good for yourself garners more good. just as easy as that. why didn't i follow that for the last 18 years? i am hopeful for my future, and happy and busy at the present. i want to keep up this momentum.

(and maybe one day i can do it without pink)

I have been working on getting a car. I feel like my life will be anew when I acquire one. If that means I stay home most days to prove to my parents responsibility (somehow?), so be it. I can't wait.

summer has seemed to bring about insomnia, just like the last summer, but for different reasons. i wish i could sleep naturally again! i keep trying to find studies in which they say there are no correlations between smoking and bad sleeping... but of course smoking is detrimental for sleeping. it's a fucking nicotine stimulant. i spend $15-20 on ( Read more... )

i'm such an old woman now.

i had a really good day. i love my girl friends, s, j, b, l, j etc (and the guy friends i briefly saw/assented to being bored while we all drank wine and dyed our hair for hours)