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[manksie]

yeah your right...i know what you mean. i dont know why i have a weird feeling about things...maybe its because i still cant escape the past. i can do it physically but mentally its almost not possible yet. i still dream about it. i dream about you and him and just think of all the stuff that we used to do and mostly about how complicated

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[your_bam]

unfortunately i think it's only the two of us that care. and because he doesn't it makes it hard for us. us talking about it hasn't made it better, and us not talking about it has made it worse. i've never not known what to do. i dont know how to get rid of hurt that shouldn't matter anymore because it's in the past. not even get rid fo it, i just don't want to get mad at you or him for reasons in the past because it's unfair to you now. i just want to get rid of the emotional response to it.

and dont say that shit about yourself. you know it's not true and you've obviously proved it to yourself from high school. it's first semester.

[drongo9]

mandy cheer up! seriously everyone is having issues this semester due to transition to college. you are going to make it through, because i know you can do it. trust me college is eating everyone up.

thank you

[manksie]

thank you for the comments...i just feel like its alot harder for me than for alot of other people here and i dont understand why. it just sucks and im not having a good week at all. i just wanna come home for a visit. i cant wait until friday

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[drongo9]

your welcome. seriously everyone is having issues, they might just not show it. just remember that you can suceed in everything you do, no matter how hard it can seem.

[xmorningxviewx]

Aaww cheer up Mandy, ily!
♥