i havent updated in a wicked long time. thanksgiving was good and there was alot of food. i went out bowling with Hannah after, it was fun overall. i had a good time when i was home and it was really good to see everyone that i havent since like summer. schools crazy right now because finals are coming up and its really stressful. theres not ( Read more... )

so tonight i asked melanie my sister if we had any food in the house that i could steal and she goes "haha you made me giggle...do we ever" it really made me think because when i lived at home i was always like wow we have nothing to eat...nothing. but being a poor college kid going back to my house with "nothing to eat" is like going to an all you ( Read more... )

cuz its all in my head...i think about it over and over again and i cant keep picturing you with him..it hurts so bad. i cant take it. i cant shake it. i cant wait to see you...wanna see if you had that look in your eye. that one you had for me before we said our goodbyes and its a shame that we gotta spend our time being mad about the same things ( Read more... )

hmm... i havent written in a while and i guess alot hasnt gone on either. this weekend was like one short day. i honestly dont even know what happened. right now im sitting on my computer and mk greg mike and joey are playing beer pong. there gambling lol i think that its funny ( Read more... )

You are 65% Sketchy


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yeah so im watching the CMT music awards and there really good. i think that i want to go to a country concert soon but there really arent any good ones out. oh well i dont have money anyway ( Read more... )

this weekend was the breaking point in my life. this weekend was rock bottom for me. this weekend was interesting. i dont even have words to describe this weekend. friday night was fucked up. i was sober and i dont even know what happened. actually i was sober all this weekend and i still got in trouble. i shouldnt have lied to my daddy. i love him ( Read more... )

yeah so the whole "my life is getting a little better" thing really isnt working out for me i guess. i talked to gina tonight and she calmed me down alot. i miss her so much its not even funny. and she didnt really even do the "im gonna laugh because i dont know what else to do thing" and i really needed a good talk tonight and i thank her so much ( Read more... )

holy crap how is it already november 4th? it felt like yesterday was our last day of high school nevermind our third month of college. i had oceanography lab this morning and my lab partner fucked something up but its okay because hes funny and cute and he was like "um i think that i didnt do this right" i just laughed. so im going to go home this ( Read more... )

so ive learned...or realized for that matter...something very important today at school. i learned that oakmont literally taught me nothing. ive learned more about the world from my dad with his misinterpreted words and jumbled sentences than i have spending four years at oakmont. all they taught me was to procrastinate...and that it was okay...and ( Read more... )