yeah your right...i know what you mean. i dont know why i have a weird feeling about things...maybe its because i still cant escape the past. i can do it physically but mentally its almost not possible yet. i still dream about it. i dream about you and him and just think of all the stuff that we used to do and mostly about how complicated ( Read more... )

So tomorrow my daddy has to go get surgery on his arm because he ripped a tendon or a muscle or something and he has to have a cast on his arm from his shoulder to his wrist for atleast 6 weeks. I feel so bad for him and hes had to work way harder at work because im at school and now that mike quit and his arms like this he can barley work at all ( Read more... )

aww im kinda sad that karen is sick because i really wanted to go there to hang out tonight...i miss her and i would love a change of scenery and just to be able to ride in a car. i hope that she feels better soon so we can plan something again. until then i guess i just have homework lol. i hope you get better karennnn ( Read more... )

is the cycle coming back? i really dont know to be honest...its not that im getting mad or anything its..actually i dont know what it is. my last entry wasnt totally directed twords you but it just happened to fit to what i was saying. alots going on in my life right now with school and money and not doing good at either and its really frustrating ( Read more... )

wow...im really happy that the sox won. i must admit that i havent been a hard core fan like most all my life because i never grew up with it. my dad never sat in front of the TV and watched the games ever so i never really got into it. for the past year or so and after being here for a while (and obviously living in Mass. so being a fan anyway) i ( Read more... )

so today i talked on the phone to my mom for like an hour and boy did she have alot of things to say ( Read more... )

"You learn from mistakes and sometimes what you think is a mistake, you will find wasn't a mistake at all ( Read more... )

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okay so im sitting in my room watching all the drunks walk by and its really funny. im getting 2 paychecks tomorrow for the past 2 weeks because i didnt fill out a timeslip thing because i didnt know how to so i get paid twice and its awesome ( Read more... )

so i went home this weekend. yeah. that was fun. my rents werent home and on friday i went to the party at the gate but i was sooo tired that we left at like 11. i got a good phone call at 1:30 and it made me happy. we chatted and he told me something that i dont know how to handle. we talked about it and i hope that he is not mad at me because of ( Read more... )