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Well it final
Kit Kat was put to sleep last month. She had lost control of her bowels and making messes everywhere she happened to be. Today I was officially diagnosed as depressed and am starting a round of medicines that will hopefully get me out this funk I am in! I know I probably have no friends in here anymore since I only visit once in a year but I have ( Read more... ) -
Long Time no Post
Once again I find myself posting in LJ because I used to have many friends in here! But like many I have gotten sucked into Facebook and it's games ! But somehow I could never really post my feelings there as it has too many friends of my wife that if I posted what I am really feeling it would really cause a bigger rift in her family. I feel this ( Read more... ) -
9/11
Okay I am watching a 9/11 Documentary on History Channel! Sandy told me not to but it seems I am a glutton for punishment. Like the Katrina situation I once again feel so inadequate! I hate the fact that when something major happens that I feel helpless and hopeless ( Read more... ) -
Wow Posting here brings me luck and sorrow!
I just found out that my unemployment has been extended! I don't think that Sandy and I could go on without this money. Yeah if they really come thru without a lot of red tape!
On the other hand the communities I am a member of have been filled with such saddness today I am feeling meloncholy about the things going on in the outside world. I guess ( Read more... ) -
Meloncholy feeling!
Having watched too many posts about old cats I gave Kit Kat extra lve tonight!
Hope this link works..lol
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Downward spiral!
I feel I am beginning to lose control of my own life! There are too many outside pressures that seem to cause me to be paralyzed. Oh well I will just go to bed and hope tomorrow will be better. -
Internet Afterlife?
I have been enjoying many sites on the internet and have made many friends! I just wonder when I get to Heaven will I be able to recognize my internet friends? I think I have more friends on the internet than I do in real life. Sad state of affairs I know. But I wonder how I would know my internet friends as many are faceless? Will God give us a ( Read more... ) -
Melancholy Thoughts!
My neighbor is still going strong! I only hope that when it comes to my time to die I do it in my sleep quickly! His family has had their lives so totally turned upside down! I know that is cruel but I really feel for them as they are afraid to leave but yet they have lives to live ( Read more... ) -
Okay Saturday Ramblings
Wow I did not realize that this was the 4 year anniversary of the destruction on the Gulf coast! I joined LJ to follow the stories that where told here! I feel bad that I was not able to do anything other than offer moral support! But on the positive side I have met many great friends who can pick me up when I am down! The New Orleans ( Read more... ) -
Random thoughts!
Well John just called and it was so great to hear from him. He is enjoying school and I think he and his mom have declared a truce. He was made Master Sargent in ROTC which makes me very proud! I almost wish he would go into military after High School as he could easily get into OCS. But it is his life ( Read more... )