i have not done anything to my hair in over a year, except one minor trim.
see my photos, a mini time-line of sorts. bangs? cut it? something new?

hey there, let's try this again. blah blah. here we go.

okay  big fatty

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i have my meals planned out for today already, but i'm not sure how it's going to go later on, i have a friend coming over.  which actually, is okay, because she knows i have eating "things".  i'll just have spinach salads & hot tea if i have to... anyway, here's what's up for todayyy.  (and no, these are not all 100's, but that's because this is ( Read more... )

today has been so weird, and i've only been up for a few hours!  i woke up the first time this morning, around 9:30am to a guy calling for my dad.  i could barely function.  it was like, ZERO DEGREES in my room.  when i went outside to give my dad the phone, i realized it was almost warmer out there, than i was.  when i got back to my room, i ( Read more... )

today has been okay so far.  i woke up fairly late... around 12:30 in the afternoon, and had a headache.  i'm sure it was because i'm used to having my tea before 12pm... i really need to start getting up earlier.  and going ot bed earlier, too.  i decided i'm going to put myself on a strict schedule.  i have to.  mainly with chores, and sleep.  i' ( Read more... )

bleh. today sucked too. EVERY DAY HAS BEEN TERRIBLE ( Read more... )

okay.  before i make today's entry.  i need to make something really clear.  i turned myself in.  it was so screwed up.  it was like, it wasn't even me saying it!  or maybe it wasn't even me that was holding me back from saying it before?  it's so confusing, and i don't even know how i feel about it yet... well i do today.  today i am upset.  today ( Read more... )

the past three days have been decent, FINALLY!  i'll just do short recaps... because i'm quite the lazy one.

monday-
 +1/2c. spaghetti squash w/ 1/2 c. sauce (60cals)
 +1 spinach & carrot salad (30cals)
 +1/2c. boiled broccoli (45cals)
 +tons of tea w/ light soy (50cals)
((TOTAL)) - 185cals

tuesday-
 +1/2c. pumpkin (40cals)
 +1c. light soy (50cals)
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today and yesterday were insane.

recap:: the youth ministry went well.  i didn't wake up until 1pm, got ready, and we left for the church.  mum got me the energy drink i asked for, except she got the original, not lo-carb... so.  i felt guilty and drank it anyway because i knew i'd probably black out if i didn't have at least one major source of ( Read more... )

so.  yes i am still as fat as ever.  i fasted from tuesday until today, so that's five whole days, today being the sixth.  partially excluding friday... err.  i had to go out with my sister.  she bought me a dinner (i made sure i got the salad bar).  so i had two spinach salads with vinegar.  but then, dessert.  although i only had sugar free ( Read more... )

hi darlings.  i started a liquid fast this friday, and it's already sunday!  i'm very surprised that it went so well (probably due to all the help and shortie-power from amber and i combined!).  on friday i had about 250cals, from two protein shakes and some soy milk.  saturday i had one protein shake, one pure cocoa hot chocolate, 1/2c. light ( Read more... )