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[mannoleiel]

This is the end. I'm tired of sending her emails of appoligy and sympathy, making sure she doesn't go over the edge. I'm always the one up for the blame, i'm always in the line of fire when she's not happy. How was I suppose to know all the things that add up in her crappy life? How could i have known? How can i know when she doesnt tell me what is

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[novkalwen]

her problems should not be dumped on your like this. i understand that it is your right, as a friend, to be there for her and support her however it appears that she isn't even listening to you. i suppose, at your age, you can get frustrated easily and what michelle is doing is pushing everyone away to deal with her problems. all you can do is listen to what she has to say, support her, and leave it at that. there's nothing else you can do. you are not a bad friend. you have already shown her support and sympathy and that's all you, as a friend, can do. you can't take away her saddness. only she can do that. it is not up to you to make her happy. michelle is the one who has to decide for herself if her life will be happy or filled with sorrow.

don't stress yourself out over her. give her some space and see what happens. you've done all you can do

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[mannoleiel]

the only problem with giving her space is that i get blamed for being a bitch and ignoring her... a lot of our problems start that way. i don't care anymore jen. i have given up on her. i gave up last year and once again i'm sick of the way she's been acting. i'm not worrying myself over it anymore. she's the one who has to act now.