I'm so dissapointed, frustrated and angry. I feel like there is a constant throbbing in my head from the frustration. Nothing makes sense anymore. Everything kinda sucks right now ( Read more... )

I met her three years ago on my very first day at work. I was scared out of my mind and couldn't understand a word she said. She had a strong German accent and I had no idea what she was talking about. Over the last three years Sabine and I have become good friends. I learned so much from her. Including how to understand what she was talking about ( Read more... )

Everytime I think about him I want to cry. I can't breath. I can't even think clearly. I know I'm being stupid and rediculous. It's dumb to cry over a boy that you were never even with. But I felt like I was. I've known him so long, felt this way so long. I never wanted anything more than I wanted to be with him ( Read more... )

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It has been over a year since I've written in here. So much has changed since the last time I wrote in here. Everything has changed ( Read more... )

Reading Jen's entry on how much moving sucks i've decided to make my own. (since jen is the only one who reads this anyways it's going to be very boring... but since she continues not to comment.. lol ( Read more... )

I had the worst day ever. First of all i was soooo tired this morning because i couldn't sleep because i was worrying about this horse at my barn named missi who got kicked and her leg was really bad and they said that if it didn't stop bleeding then they may have to put her down ( Read more... )

wow. i can't help but say it over and over again. friday was so exciting and so amazing. i wish that my whole life could be like that. that my life could be as amazing as it felt to be in the crowd of screaming people, listening to a singer like that. and as much as many people don't like him and say that he looks like a girl and that he's gay. i ( Read more... )

This is the end. I'm tired of sending her emails of appoligy and sympathy, making sure she doesn't go over the edge. I'm always the one up for the blame, i'm always in the line of fire when she's not happy. How was I suppose to know all the things that add up in her crappy life? How could i have known? How can i know when she doesnt tell me what is ( Read more... )

As much as I enjoyed being home for 3 days, i'm paying for it now. with all the work i missed and all the work that we now have i'm having a fantastic sunday. i hate sundays more than i hate mondays ( Read more... )