we move into the new house this weekend and i am sooooo excited!!!! with the baby coming i am going to be stayin home much more now saving money. so since i'm going to be home much moer now i thought i might be a wise to pick p a hobby.here are some of the things i'm gong to be doing instead of going out and drinkin ( Read more... )

the days are passin fast and i'm happy bout that.can't wait to meet my son or daughter.all this is really puting life in perspective for me.like what was i doing with my life up until i met lindsay?nothing thats what.i was chasing no where dreams from false heads.i was stuck in a life of daydreams and drinks.i believed words from a voice that that ( Read more... )

it's been a long time since i've been on here,alots happend to me n that time.i met a wonderful girl that i absolutely fell for!! we met and we just clicked.like two pieces of a jigsaw puzzle we just fit together perfectly.my time is spent at work durinfg the week day and with her on the weekends.at first i thought her having a kid would be a bad ( Read more... )

time has come to move on,and say good bye.the year has been great and i'm sure the friendship will still be there.but as for anything else i'm starting to see that you don't want it anymore.so farewell beautiful you're going to go on to do great things and as your friend i'll be there to see them..love you..

over the last six or so months since i've been writing on here i have undergone some personal growth.but is it good?could this growth take me away from those i love?if it does could this be a good thing?will this be fair to those closest to me whom i love and care about ( Read more... )

hey lj long time no see.not much has been going on.still just as confused as i was the last time i was here.i think i might start writing in more but i will try not to be as emo as i was before.it's time to be postive and look to the future..

i need a weekend to get my head straight.i wanted to drink to forget but i ended up thinking about it nonstop.which ended up being a good thing.now i know how i have to be and what i have to do.not only with you but with other things in my life.like with my sister.she was so angry with me for the past year because of me wrecking the car.now she's ( Read more... )

the best way to forget about your troubles is to drown them in beer.thas my plan for this weekend at least.i don't want to remember anything.

everyone has thier faults thier insecurities.i have plenty of both.my fualts are my insecutities i guess.i'm insecure with the way i look.i am not a handsome man not at all.i'm bottom of the barrel ugly you would say.i have a fear of loss.i never want to lose anyone, i hate the feeling of not having someone there with me.i don't deal well with it ( Read more... )

What is the difference in being all alone over here by my self ( Read more... )