why are people stupid? why do we do things that we will hate ourselfs for, but we still do them ( Read more... )

I slept with Craig...I am a fucking idoit. I'm so stupid.

I miss Chris. I miss Emma. All my friends have left me. :(

I've been babysitting though. Lately, but now that Jess is back I don't believe that, whatever. Haiden and I get along. I grabbed some of my toys out of my basement and we play with them. It hurts to see her because I could have ( Read more... )

I'm after you..you bitch.

Darcy is gonna die...I can't believe she said that. It's not true...he almost raped me.

So, I hate people.

And Emma isn't making anything better.

Whatever- everyone stay the fuck away from my boyfriend. I love him more than any of you. And Darcy? Tell your husband to fucking leave me alone. K? K.

I get my tests back ( Read more... )

I always forget this thing. oh well

I got a babysitting job. 4 kids, all under 11. I get 10 dollar a kid, it's pretty swell. I like working with kids, it's fun! It reminds me of my childhood.

I went over to see Darcy's house. It's..small. It's good for her. Not really, it's weird over there. It's like the baad part of town? And you can hear ( Read more... )

Chris came over last night, I haven't seen him awhile. Since the promise ring, which I looove by the way, he has been kind of MIA. That worried me, until last night. Goood last night :)Poor Darcy, Emma kicked her out so she has no where to go now. I think I wanna ask her to come over here but I don't know how that would go. I don't know how my Mom ( Read more... )

So..I went shopping today.

Came home with a drunk Jess..Darcy's Jess. I was like freaking out but I didn't tell him I knew her. He doesn't wanna be like his Dad? But he is like his Dad. Just leaving them like that. He said they're getting a divorce or something..that's seriously sad. She's not gonna handle any of this well. Poor girl. I'm trying ( Read more... )

Please, someone smack me. I go to the Rave, I get drunk and hit on everyguy there and then my boyfriend comes and I cause a scene. Seriously, I need to be shot. And I'm pregant..God what the hell am I doing?Chris took me home, he laid with me til I feel asleep. I really love him for that, it's the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. Why ( Read more... )

I've been so busy lately, and sick. I've been really sick lately. In the mornings, I feel like I'm gonna pass out. I'm not pregnant, I'm on the pill but it still hurts. I don't know what's wrong, I should go get it checked out.

Chris and I haven't talked in awhile, I miss him. I really love him, but Craig is still in my heart. I hate him so much ( Read more... )

So guess who has a freakin' hot boyfriend? Manny. Yes! My streak is over! I got a man. Chris and I are together, and I love it. I love being with someone again. He makes me smile and laugh and feel like a real person again, not just some cute girl. I wanted Craig back, but then I realized he's not for me. And that thing with Dan...I'm over it.I ( Read more... )

I miss Dan.

Anyways, it's cold and it's boring. I remember when school was fun, like in first grade. Now it's a pain in the fucking ass.

I still have to see Emma's baby. I went by and saw Darcy's daughter. She's sweet. Darcy seems really unhappy about everything. It makes me think about what would I have done if I had my baby. That was so long ( Read more... )