Lifes back to mind. Fucking past!! I hate my past. I wish the past 7 years never happened. It's been nothing but bullshit. L8er.

Later,
Patrick

Ok so O.L.P.(One Last Pain) is now together agen. I'm looking for a female singer for a song I want to do. I have my eye on like 3 chicks to sing the part, but its all good. L8er.

Later,
Patrick

Michele... wow... beter then Melinda made me feel... chill chick... love?(who knows?)... do I want love?... mabey... shes the best... fighting can't see it happen... prpbobly will tho... lol... wow... well l8er.

Later,
Patrick

Hmmmmm... Its has been a good day today. The first of many I hope!

I was for the best... not haveing the baby that is. I was on drugs. I was fucked up hafe the time. Bringing a kid in this world with a junky fater would have been the worst thing to do. Well samck I'v been off it for a year July 7th. I'm getting clean I'm quiting drinking. I haven't had a drop in a week. I haven't had any drugs for over a month. ( Read more... )

Check it out www.onelastpain.com

When I heard
I wanted to die
The pain inside just hit me
It was all at onec that I realized
All I had
All that ever ment anything
Was gone
Out of my life
Never to come back

When I heard I died

Do you know me
I mean the true me
The way I am
Person I am
The person I use to be
All that I suffer
All that I do
Do you know me

Thro the months
I don't think
You got to know me

I'm a person with love
And pain to go with it
I have a life
But no world in which to live it
I care about you
Yet not you about me

So now I ask you
Do you really know

Hello. Bored I am. Um............. yeah lifes staying the same. Not really talking to no one its like I droped off the face of the earth, how nice. But yeah lifes not changeing anytime soon... I think. Still out there looking for a new g/f. Its kinda hard because I'm not totaly sher of what I want out of a girl. But hey w/e. Well I'm going to go. ( Read more... )

I'm out of anwsers for life. I really don't know what to do anymore. I mean befor I had some way of things... but now I'm just lost. I don't know mabey its just the way lifes sopost to end up for me. I'm hanted day by day, night by night of the clinic. Just sitting there waching poeple come out crying as Melinda goes in to get what the just had ( Read more... )