Hm.... I still love Melinda. How does she feel about me I still wonder. Life well lifes wierd... I drink all the time and really don't care anymore.

Well people its been over a year and agen I find my-slef in love..... and it realy fucking sucks. I love Kitty.... but see has a boyfriend, yet its wierd cuz she loves me too.

Ok so we partyed at Joes for two strate nights. It was fun. There was a lot a boose. But yeah all in all it was good.

I hope I can stay ( Read more... )

You can't belive in something that can't be proven... we all know hwre I'm going with this.. yes love. Love is never true, never real. To be real what ever mabey has to be forever. Like a rock a rock is real.

It's a spell ( Read more... )

I'm bored nothing to do and my muisic isn't coming on cuz it sucks like that.L8er.

Later,
Patrick

What to feel... I don't know, never know. It like a never ending fall. I just keep ripping arownd. What to say... I know what to say that not the problom, its just how to say it. Fuck you all... Yes fuck you all, go to hell. Go away... I all-ready have. I've gone away and ran away from everyone.

Later,

Resurrection ( Read more... )

Hello. Its been a long time seens I last wrote in this thing. So meny memorys, so meny down times. Live hasn't really changed. I'm moveing soon. Life still really sucks... but I've lernd to live with what I'v got which I mit add is nothing, but hey lifes never ending... right? Well what to say ( Read more... )