I had another bad dream about mike last night. Like, in my dream I slept w/ this dude matt but i was still dating mike and so i was trying to act all normal like nothing was wrong and than I came over and he was all cuddled up w/ lia so I was really mean to her trying to make her go away and stuff. But she wouldn't and Mike was Like "no, don't do ( Read more... )

I'm sitting alone right now, and i feel very lonely. My mom is supposed to be on her way home but that was like an hour and half ago, and it doesn't take that long to drive home from work. Oh well. Hope won't stop cleaning things. She's running around like a nut case and it's really getting on my nerves. Oh well, not much I can do about that either ( Read more... )

Hope is still over. We're getting a long better now, for a few days it was like "ROARRRR! I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!" but it's ok now. I've been listening to my new cd's like a fiend. I love the everclear cd. I Miss Mike more and more everyday, I'm starting to think my going away this summer is a bad idea. It's too late now though.i feel like a freak ( Read more... )

I got grounded off the computer for a week today because Hope cleaned the house and I didn't help. Nevermind the fact that i told her like 80 times not to worry about it and that i would take care of it later. Now my dad is saying that he's reconsidering taking my car to the shop because of all this. I know i should have helped her, but fuck, i ( Read more... )

today sucks. I don't think i've been so bored in a very long time. In fact i wish that we had school tomorrow because summer is so boring. I hate it. I can't wait until i get to leave for michigan. Except i'm going to miss mike so much, now if he was going with me i'd be entirely happy. Oh well. It doesn't matter. I haven't talked to him since ( Read more... )

So today was the last day of school. It's so great.It didn't feel like it. But i don't have to get up and go to school for 2 months. It's so great. I can sleep in and stay up all night. I don't suppose i have all that Much to say.... I love MIke! Thats pretty much it, I know that doesn't make for very interesting reading. I'm really going to miss ( Read more... )

Today was not a particularly bad day. In fact today was a relatively good day... for me anyway. I suppose I could start off by saying that right now My relationship with my boyfriend is going great. I love him so much. He is The Best thing in my life right now. And today I had a good day. But than when I got home it was like "Wow, i'm sad, i don't ( Read more... )

Well I told Mike about this stupid thing, and I feel much better. I was just talking to him and I was like "Damn, I love this guy so much" and it really struck me, like I knew I loved him a while ago, but I had no clue i was so IN LOVE with him... I don't know, maybe this happens in every relationship. Do you just sit there and all the sudden be ( Read more... )

Today was an ok day. I came home and I felt perty good, but than i had to go to a mean lady's house, than out to eat with said mean lady, than back to her house and sit, for 2 hours. It was hell, what rotten luck, or in the words of Modest Mouse... Shit Luck. I was supposed to go to the store to get this stuff or an astronomy project, but i couldn' ( Read more... )

As i said I would i am updating again (what did i tell you, I have no life) I'm sitting here, and for some reason I feel very lonely. I haven't really talked to many people today except mike, but his computer is being a dick so he keeps getting kicked off. I guess I could call him on the phone, but that ,makes me feel excessive and annoying, so I ( Read more... )