So it's Sunday night and I'm bored to the point where I'm watching Clueless and meangirls...Thats sad. I'm pretty much having a i'm pissed at the world day today. This weekend was NOTHING i wanted it to be..... Last weekend was much better though..... I saw my love: Nine Inch Nails... It's my fourth time seeing them and they were fucking ( Read more... )

I seriously can not believe how much I have slacked on writing in here. This is something I wanted to reflect back on years from now but I cant do that since I never write. I cant even use college as an excuse anymore.. I graduated a year ago! Its so bad that on one page of entries I can see what I wrote in 2005! Really going to try this time.

Ok so I just ventured on back 7 years to the first few entries I wrote. HA funny shit.  I think I may have to take back my previous entry.  I must admit tho, Its pretty fucking cool to be able to go back 7 years and see my thoughts.  Seven years... Unreal.

It's amazing how much of  my life has changed since I started this.  It's funny how although I'm worlds apart from this person who began this so many years ago;  deep down I am still the same.  This is not in correlation with people or my maturity level but my thoughts and the way my mind works.  In essence, nothing has changed. 

Although it was 7 years ago, It still BLOWS my mind,  still makes my heart ache, still makes me cry.  How did this happen?  How could a symbol of  the most wonderful city in the world just come down like that?  Why do I still turn on the TV to watch the memorial knowing it makes me sick.  How could any of this have happened?

I really need a fucking job.  I can't believe im 24 already; Where did life go?  My mothers telling me to get married now and have kids.... Marriage? KIDS? Are you out of your mind? Who the hell is ready for that.  I want to stay young, hang out, not have exccessive responsibility. I am probably the only person that does not mind living at home ( Read more... )

Technology blows my fucking mind.

I havent forgotten...one of these days if I ever have time ill return here

im fucking tired. It's amazing how fast life goes by. I am happy with my life now but I also miss the days of high school when i was able to see my friends who mattered everyday and I had hardly any cares in the world........ I am now 22, I dont see my main friends very often, people my age are getting married, having kids, growing up so fast, ( Read more... )

So Lauren came up to visit and stayed w me this weekend. We had an unbelievable weekend i had an awesome time. we somehow polished off three quaters a bottle a vodka, three quaters bottle a malibu and 8 beers. how i dont know but we did hahahah good times pics posted on link below