i am sorry ( Read more... )

Hmmm just a thing i wrote when i was bored ( Read more... )

2. Bloodsuckinfreakshow ( Read more... )

SHINEDOWN ( Read more... )

i dont like what i see. everyone has lost all of their beauty. i dont feel the same way i used to about alot of things. im just really hurt and confused and everyday im being reminded of my failures as a person and a friend. im tired of being a failure, im tired of people looking down on me, im tired of never being loved. i love spike. i really do ( Read more... )

yay for alcohol

he has the face of a dead boy

i havent updated in this thing for awhile and im kinda bored so i guess ill do it now. last night me, alena, kirstin, kelly, sean, shane, and justin went to the houka bar which was pretty cool....me and sean danced with the bellydancer(who wasnt very hot). im feeling confused, angry, suffocated, lonely, and depressed and i have no reason for any of ( Read more... )

bad effects of aderol on an empty stomach ( Read more... )

well this week hasnt exactly been the best for me. im just so glad that the semester is finally coming to an end. i have this modeling thingy this sunday and im kinda stressed about it because i really want to do a good job. hopefully i wont make a complete fool of myself on the runway.