damn, lj sucks.
whatever.
Ill keep it to read my friends' sites.

Easter was awesome, I feel like a horrible person but everything was so worth this feeling ( Read more... )

Damn, I have not been at school much since I got my liscense. Hellll yeah. Hey kids, do drugs and skip school. K? goooood.

Well, Blah. Shit is good. Lifes goin pretty cool and all. Im not paying much attention so whatever.

Gas is way more expensive than I thought, that sucks.

Falling.... hehe.

Well, I think I may be going this afternoon to get the rims put on the jeep, and I get my liscense tomorrow at 1 pm, and this weekend, I'll be rollin on 22's and rollin my ass off with some friends, hehe. God I love trying new things, but whats even cooler is when you try something and you like it. but blah, people keep warning me about exctacy and ( Read more... )

Spring break was insane, and I loved it. I feel pretty dead right now, Ive had less than 6 hours of sleep since Friday, but it was SO WORTH IT. But Happy B day on the 26th to Xian, haha , and sweet 16 for me tomorrow.

I GOT 22 INCH RIMS BITCH.

<333

ritz bits. peanut butter. and a coke. and some pot. 5 beers. keys to my jeep ( Read more... )

Fcat is a waste of time. and i dont have food poisoning anymore.

I want a puppy or a goldfish.

27 days till my birthday.

I dont want this...

I saw dustin. Life is ok.

Too much/many...
pot
alcohol
sleeping pills
cookies
pain
things to remember
things to forget
people
places
feelings
thoughts
knives
acessable drugs
choices
ways to ruin my life
regrets

not enough time to fix anything, just enough time to finish breaking it all.

Maybe Ill cheer up eventually but fuck you let me vent for now.

its done and it hurts... but i guess ill live? i dont know, or care at this point. Im going numb everyone, if you need me, i doubt youll find me. Im throwing my life away I guess, its the easiest thing to do now. I dont know, maybe its a phase, but right now I feel like im headed for self destruction, and i dont mind at all. if anyone needs me, ill ( Read more... )

I give up. I quit. Ive lost faith in people and myself. There is no reason to be.