I had a bad dream last night. In it, every girl I liked were over for a party, but at the party they all hooked up with someone else. The more I tried to be with one, the more any chance was lost. Even freakier, in my dream, the quality girls I knew with boyfriends all cheated with someone ese. It's a weird dream, and I don't know what to make of ( Read more... )

I cherish self awareness, yet I loathe it. It seems that I focus on every clockwork of my design... a fragile awareness. What should I care? who I am, flambouyant and annoying in dance, quiet and wishing to be unnattached in classes, a perky camara man... I am content alone with my writing, my music, or my waves. I see my qualities all too often, ( Read more... )

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holy shit? is that not amazing? guitar and dance? the two things that have really affected me?

This is just going to be a brief journal because I don't have much time to write, since my parents make me go to bed so early. Sleep is so vitally important right now.. I stopped staying up for w/e reasons, I hate getting out of bed more than usual, and I've even giving up my turns at driving so I can sleep in the backseat. anyways, here's the low- ( Read more... )

Yesterday revolved around absolute boredum and freezing house temperures whilst trying to prove my worth to my parents in which I could take them to a 3 hour long movie. ALEXANDER. That movie means stephanie and i can't do our mockumentary on Alexander the Great II. Sorry! It's a bummer, since I already have a sheild and sandels. Times moves on ( Read more... )

100 Questions For Your Answering Pleasure!

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BasicsName:alex winterAge:16Height:6'0Hair Color:brownEye Color:brownSchool LifeWhat's your school's mascot?no sports=no mascot. we have 'stars'School color(s)?black and gold?G.P.A.?3.9Who is your favorite teacher?mrs todd!What do they teach?ap lang and ( Read more... )

wow, it's so COLD today! At least in my house, it's like my hands are numb ( Read more... )

It bothers me why I am so naive as to write in my public journal for all to see whenever I have some sort of self dilemna. What I say gives no apparent knowledge to the subject, as I only give my readers variables to what I am saying. I cannot be asking for help because no one can know who or what I am talking about. However ( Read more... )

hey! I like girls ( Read more... )

I know I pledged to stop writing into this journal, but I have come to a point where I have too much to say with too little people to listen, with not even enough space in my Writer's Notebook ( Read more... )