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there is so much in my mind that i can't focus on any one thing. the other many things get in the way and i end up overwhelmed and with a feeling of lack of accomplishment... my mind wonders all the time, going from memories of the past and thoughts of the future, all well watered by the agony of the present... but it will get better with each dawn ( Read more... )

i'm back after more than two years. it's nice to see some of the same folks still here, such strange familiarity... my heart mourns the loss of a relationship that begun in February 2006... i'm tired of this. so much investment in one person, in one set of dreams and hopes for the future, for a family, for happiness. the truth is that, since it is ( Read more... )

well, after two days of airport hopping, lost luggage and trouble with the underpaid, undereducated aiport security personnel, i arrived home ( Read more... )

why do we have to play idiotic dating games ( Read more... )

today was a better day
but my mind is treacherous monster trying to escape
i am not happy about happiness
for it is just a temporary illusion
the heart plays tricks with the mind
happiness is but a mischievous trick that misguides our senses

my mind is trained to shut down any happiness
for a temporary illusion may have severe consequences