At work, I'm the boss (literally)...so when I'm in other environments I have trouble adjusting and acknowledging when I’m really just being a pain in the ass. That has been my theme a couple times this past week and it reminded me of my past. I think I used to be really uptight, I know I am not, when I was working a lot in the office. With my new ( Read more... )

Well, I started a new job last monday. I'm a Vendor Business Manager now. Sounds fancy doesn't it? Well, I definitely feel like I don't have much of a clue as to what i'm doing right now. That's not that true though. I'm taking over some work from another person, who got a promotion. I can't really tell if she's fond of this change or not, but I ( Read more... )

I have to find a new job. I didn’t just think that because I’m miserable with my current job, I wrote it because my job is essentially being eliminated as it is today. My initial reaction was that it was surreal. I just took this job in January, how could it be going away so fast. Anyway, my job is being moved from the buffalo office to a field ( Read more... )

Delinquent, I’m delinquent in writing and freeing myself ( Read more... )

I'm excited because today Lynds and I are going to Niagara on the Lake for her birthday present. I'm awake and trying to spend some time with the girls while the house is quiet. Mornings here are beautiful in the spring. The sun is out and there is a breeze coming through the front of the house. Just feels really relaxing ( Read more... )

Things are fragmented, but I remember feeling fearful before going to bed at night. I would be apprehensive about going to be at night because I wasn’t really sure what the night would bring, hoping it wouldn’t be anything. This night that was not the case. I was around 13 or 14 ( Read more... )

Friday night I came home after work and went for a nice run, just under 4 miles. That was the start of *sigh* my nice weekend. Tonight is the close of a relaxing and, in a sense, thereputic weekend. I guess there isn't something specific that made it so nice. I did normal things such as grocery shopping, laundry, yard work and spending time with my ( Read more... )

This is an entry that I meant to post while i was in Denver last week, but didn't get to it ( Read more... )

I was reading a running magazine, shorts of what experienced runners think about when they're in the middle of a run and need some motivation. A woman I'd never heard of said...those are the moments in which I define myself ( Read more... )

It's so weird how I'm able to go from running a half marathon to having trouble doing a quick three mile run. I think the past two weeks i have not been that fabulous to my body, esp. with all this travel ( Read more... )