Comments | mara74: letting it out where i shouldnt. don't even bother reading.

mara74

letting it out where i shouldnt. don't even bother reading.

Nov 28, 2005 22:12

I was thinking in the shower of what to put here and I came up with tons of good stuff on how I'm feeling, and of course, 2 horus later, I remember none of it.

Let's see how I do.

I could have used someone to talk to tonight... :-/ I thought I WAS going to have someone to talk to tonight. it's okay.

( me just rambling about dumb stuff )

Comments 14

didisayh November 29 2005, 14:45:10 UTC

Mary stop being me :) I'm the same way. I'm always 'happy' and nobody knows what my life is really like. and I don't really want to know, but its bad to hold it in all the time so I write it vaguely in here, and I have poor Livi who I tell everything that is going on in my life thats not the greatest. Shes the one I go to for ANY problem, heh, I have a lj that only SHE can read ( ... )

mara74 November 29 2005, 20:02:34 UTC

aw thanks Jessy, my wonderful husband :) and i agree with all of that, times 29383289748378233298754893

bleedxfor_you November 29 2005, 19:57:00 UTC

You're getting a comment on here because you know I still love you.
You deserve to be happy and you should stop sounding so much like me ♥
We can talk later about everything because I've been kind of busy.
But, I do love you my dear. Feel better, please.

mara74 November 29 2005, 20:00:09 UTC

:-D that makes me happy

but yeah thats just about tons of stuff thats been going on, bleh.

I love you :)

bleedxfor_you November 29 2005, 20:20:47 UTC

I know how that goes.
No matter how messed up things are you still have me.
Even if shit is kind of.. $^$*#$%*
♥

mara74 November 30 2005, 22:21:12 UTC

I always have you, vice versa

:)

kujayhawk34 November 29 2005, 23:31:13 UTC

"I mean really, how hard can everyone's life REALLY be ( ... )

mara74 November 30 2005, 19:44:01 UTC

Joe, I do agree with you on all of that, it's just the people who don't have things like that yet act as if their life is over because they broke up with someone or something childish like that. It gets me mad becuase that ISN'T hard, its just a fact of life. I know some of the hardships of what you listed...my mom had cancer about 3 years ago and it was quite a scare.

Yes, life is anything but easy.

Trust me, I complain quite a bit too, and that doesn't make us bad people.

I probably worded my entry wrong..what I really meant was how people act "depressed" over non-serious topics.

kujayhawk34 November 30 2005, 20:32:29 UTC

Then we agree.

People who act depressed over a breakup (especially one's in HS, I mean come on, they won't last [especially hate the "I'M IN LOVE!!! I WOULD MARRY YOU BUT I"M TOO YOUNG LOL!!] ) are mentally retarded and/or need to be eliminated from existence.

And cancer is terrible. And hopefully it can be cured. I lost my grandpa to it and now I might lose my grandma to it.

mara74 November 30 2005, 22:20:02 UTC

Aww, I'm sorry :( I hope she survives!

My mom is okay now but cancer is awful, I hate it.

unstellar November 30 2005, 00:15:15 UTC

I know that life can be very frustrating most of the time, but just think of all the positives instead of dwelling on the negatives. Remember that things may get worse before they get better, but they WILL eventually get better and you can truly be happy instead of just pretending all the time. Be optimistic. Like Jessy said, it's okay for people to see you sad sometimes. Live life for you, not for other people.

If you need someone to rant, rave, yell, and cry to.. I'm here if you need me. I know we've only talked a few times, but I'm a good listener. And believe it or not, I can give pretty good advice. (even though I don't always follow it myself)

You're a good person, so don't tell yourself otherwise.

mara74 November 30 2005, 19:40:01 UTC

Thank you Nicole :) that really means a lot to me

thekevinpearson December 5 2005, 01:59:46 UTC

mary is sweet. that is all.

mara74 December 5 2005, 04:53:57 UTC

thank you, thank you