Let's see, what's new with me? Well I get to go to Vegas tomorrow. I'm going to see Britney Spears in concert. I don't really want to go, but everyone says that it will be good for me. I'll be going with my friends from high school, Brie, Becky, and Amy. I look forward to seeing them kinda, but we have kinda grown apart, since high school, so I ( Read more... )

The weirdest thing just happened to me and I don't know if I should do it. I have a personal ad out on Yahoo, well someone wrote me who is supposedly a talent scout. He wants me to be a model and to contact him. I don't know if it's for real, or not. I mean why would a talent scout be scouring the personals? It seems kinda strange. I don't know if ( Read more... )

I can't wait until tomorrow. I get to go to Magic Mountain with one of my best friends, Erica and Nicole. :) I can't wait to go on Batman The Ride. It's my favorite. I absolutely LOVE that ride. It's going to be so much fun. *dances around* Woo hoo! *Does the Happy Ewok Dance*

Well it's another lonely day. One of those days where it gets to me more than most. My arms feel wmpty and my heart feels cold. I cried a little and I'm listening to depressing music. I surprised myself because I did not think I had anymore tears to shed. I guess I proved myself wrong. What I miss most is his comfort. His unconditional love he held ( Read more... )

Is it wrong to hope that he'll come back to me? I try to stop the thoughts before they come in, but there always seems to be this tiny part of my heart that doesn't want to listen. I do my best, tell myself it's over and to forget, but I can't completely. I have become a little numb to the pain. It doesn't make me cry anymore. I can deal with it; ( Read more... )

Well, here I sit at Nicole's house, bored as can be. She's in the shower. The TV is on, but I am not watching it. I finished chapter twelve of my book last night. I am now stuck again, but I have an idea of where I want to go with it. Tomorrow I may go to Universal Studios. I haven't been in a few weeks. I miss it there. Although when I am there I ( Read more... )

Umm...Ewww! Can I demand a recount?

Well, I have writer's block again, so here I am to write in my journal. I haven't updated in a while. I guess I should, huh? I finished chapter ten of my book, and eleven is being a pain in the butt to me. I don't know where to go with it. I showed part of my book to my therapist today and she thought that it was really good. :) She said she was ( Read more... )

Why do I feel like crying? I don't know exactly what brings it on. It just happens now and then. Okay, well I would be lying to say I don't know the cause. I do know what it is, I just prefer to hold it all in and not tell anyone, though it is completely obvious. I want to cry because I feel torn inside at the moment. It's a hollow feeling that ( Read more... )