goodbye old friend.

[maraaa_x3]

I lost a friend tonight.
to immaturity, stupidity and sleeping around.
I just found out the person she is and it completely breaks my heart.
she also stabbed another (GOOD) friend of mine in the back by doing all this stuff.

I'm so upset.
and I miss my boyfriend<333

on another note:
I don't drink anymore, at all.
I've officially realized it's pointless.

Comments

[anonymous]

how old is rachel? and your right, it shouldnt' matter that she is younger then you! i'm sorry that you lost a friend :[

[maraaa_x3]

Rachel's sixteen.
this isn't about her though, haha.

[emmamae]

im sorry about your friend.. and that this is a little late..
i hope you know that even if we havent seen eachother for a while.. i still love you..
i cant express how much you and your friendship means to me..

and im proud you made the decision to quit drinking.. more people should.
i drink, but i dont get drunk.. just casual chillin with friends.. on rare occasions..

i miss you dearly. and i love you. call me. ♥
-emmamae

[maraaa_x3]

I love you too Emmamae. I feel so distant from you lately, and that kinda breaks my heart. I'm glad that even though we don't see each other very often we can still be close. that's good. we should chitchat more. I'll probably text you a lot more than I used to. and maybe call you if I'm feeling down. but how're things in the cities? are you all settled in?

yeah, I never drink because I make an idiot of myself everytime I do. which I guess says a lot about my self control, but I also think that might have a lot to do with the fact that there is a history of drinking problems on both sides of my family. but yeah, I can hang out with people that are drinking and still have fun, unless they're being dumb and annoying ;]

I'll probably text you tonight, maybe even call.
let me know when I can come up to visit you <3
oh, and you should give me some more of your fav music.

I love you with my whole heart Emmamae. and I hope we stay friends forever and ever :)