I know...I know. It has only been 24 hours and not 3 years but I could not resist coming back on for another update:

The dawn is really coming

I find it to be quite ironic that just shy of 3 years ago I came onto LiveJournal to make a post (if you are reading this now and have not read the journal entry before this one than I advise you to do so now if you want the below post to make sense ( Read more... )

I am not sure what is happening in my life right now. Everyday I wake up and I feel like my head is spinning or that I am spinning. I feel like I can't keep my feet on the ground. I get lost in day dream after day dream because I am not happy in the now. I have so much to do and to catch up on and I am having the hardest time trying to shuffle all ( Read more... )

It has been almost 3 years since I last posted here. There are not enough words to describe where my life has brought me since I last was here. These years of absence are arguably the most important years of my entire life. No, not arguably....they WERE. Anyways, I came here tonight to look back on my younger years (mainly just to laugh at my ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since I wrote in this thing but in light of me being bound to this computer for a few more hours I figured why not post an entry. Lately I have been having this ephiany on my life. I don't know why it took me so long to realize how good my life is and has been. But I have realized how incredibly fortunate I am to have the ( Read more... )

soooo I am sitting at work and everyone is in the break room while I am supposed to be getting acompanied with the software on this computer. It took me about 5 seconds to navigate through it so now I am here. This is the only website I could access on this computer....damn you internet blocker! Anyways I haven't updated this thing in forevs. I am ( Read more... )

sooo in two days from now I will offically be part owner of a 4 bedroom house along with 3 other people. One of the being Curtis Mello. I would have never imagined 2 months ago that this would be happening. Its the most liberating feeling I have ever felt. This finally feels like the beginning to my life. Its the beginning to doing my own laundry ( Read more... )

I can't help but think about how much of my life I am wasting away everyday. Each day I wake up, go to classes until 4, come back to my dorm and do work for hours, grab dinner, go to the gym and if I have spare moments at midnight I hang with people for an hour before turning in for another night. My life is on repeat, day after day its all the ( Read more... )

Things in my life have been really weird lately ( Read more... )

sooo my comptuer has been a huge fucked up mess since the end of semptember and all it took was for umass to notice that my computer was chalked filled with viruses and for them to cancel my internet to get me down their. They called me and curtis today and told us they wanted to look at our computers and I ended up getting a million viruses ( Read more... )