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And I hesitate to say that you're a liar
Dear Emotions,
It would be really awesome if you could stop spiking and dropping so suddenly. Don't get me wrong, I thoroughly accept the idea that you must take good with bad. There will be highs and lows in life, but seriously, can we not do the whole scale in one day...it is a little off-putting. And...it kind of makes me look crazy. So good days ( Read more... ) -
Closet Disaster
This morning, my closet exploded ( Read more... ) -
where i'm at
Alright, so i dont yet have a job...which...is stress causing...like, i dont have a teaching job OR just some sort of way to sustain myself...
Productive things I have accomplished:
my half of the room I share with my sister is (mostly) clean and organized with rearranged furniture! also, with comp/tv/dvd (dvd involved my fixing my player!) ( Read more... ) -
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I am stressed and tired and I am really annoyed that I have had so long without a break from student teaching and then when I get one, its right before the end of semester so now I have to kick my own ass back into gear for two weeks. Which is F***ing hard to do. AND! I didn't even really get a vacation because I always had something I still had to ( Read more... ) -
just ranting i guess
So I really hate disappoinmting people, and being less than perfect. And lately, I am trying to do so many things at once, that it is kind of unavoidable. I keep having to miss work study for dr appointments and meetings and errands, and I think my boss is getting irritated. However...I am at work now. This is what I do. Sometimes I file things, ( Read more... ) -
Bloody Tired
I am bloody tired. I do not understand, however, as I have been getting to bed earlier. I have more trouble getting up and getting going it seems. However, I feel more...sane? Or something like it, during the day now that I am getting closer to 6 hours a night (whereas it was 4...maybe...before). So...sanity is good.
I am coming to an end of my ( Read more... ) -
"You Guys" and your braces!
So yesterday I wrote a very long, and self-analytical post about teaching...and then managed to delete the f***ing thing. Anyhow, to sum it all up...Monday was a rough day, and I came home feeling very disgruntled and disheartened. AND disenchanted...and other dis- words as well...but so I was sad. And I came home and cried because I felt like I ( Read more... ) -
I need a Pick-Me-Up!
I have a massive bruise on the back of my hand. I think I got it while sledding. Its on my left hand, which seems to be the arm i brutalize most often. the bruise is right beneath my scars from when i fell on my face. My face healed pretty much perfectly ironically, while my hand and wrist still have trace scars. Anyhow, the bruise entertains me. ( Read more... ) -
I Hate Thursdays with the Fiery Passion of Seven Suns
I absolutely hate the mouse at work. This is because it does not work, it does not roll well or something, so the mouse never goes where it should. This get awkward when I try to look at the schedule only to have to spend five minutes apologizing b/c I cannot get the mouse anywhere near the teeny tiny date number on the teeny tiny calendar ( Read more... ) -
Rainy Day with Shay
I have class at 9:30 on Tuesday and Thursday. Normally, I wake up at 8:30 and shower before class because I am busy with no long breaks from 9:30-3:30. Today however, I woke up at 9:10. Ok, overslept, normal, happens to everyone. yes, but does everyone oversleep because they are dreaming they are teaching someone how to use the snooze button on an ( Read more... )