of late it has been difficult to find sufficient motivation for me to blog... not even gabe stealing the last ticket to missabotti *shakes fist* and finding out that people got in at the gate *shakes fist violently ( Read more... )

my arms are heavy. my head is foggy... my throat is all tight... i feel queezy... i cant swallow... i cant see straight ( Read more... )

will writing always be regarded as art? or, being the society we are, trying to move further and further away from anything that someone has done before, will we result to seeing dots and spatters on canvas for all our mental stimulation ( Read more... )

too tired to think, or put pen to paper... too tired to even eat. this is what i am right now. i have no viable reason for this state, but it almost feels good... kinda peaceful, and out of myself... like i am watching someone else typing with my hands... i like my nails, they are all shimmery gold and pinkish, and remind me of dew drops on roses ( Read more... )

i really like blogs, for the simple fact that you can say whatever, and not see peoples reactions... my foot is twitching - totally off topic, but something interesting none the less... ok so here goes ( Read more... )

so today was my second last exam... and it brought to light that with something good, always comes something bad... usually they even out, but really it just depends on your point of view ( Read more... )

this isnt really about earth and enviro, thought i'd just continue on with my recent posts named after my most recent test, plus, it prevents my need for creativity for a little while longer ( Read more... )

well religion was as much of a waste of time as i envisioned it to be...as soon as that hour was up, i was too... out of my seat, and out the that studpid stupid hall! i swear, that hall will haunt my nightmares for the rest of eternity... whenever i hear the turning of pages and the scraping of pens across paper, i will have flash backs... ok, i ( Read more... )

so i really hated todays exam... i did ok for the "in the wild" part... stoked actually, i wrote 9 pages... the telling the truth one wasnt that bad either... wrote 6 pages... not too bad for crapping on and making up lots of stuff... but then came to the king lear part. i crumbled... seriously... i looked at the question and i couldnt do it... so ( Read more... )

today was more than just the start of the last days of our schooling, it was the re-uniting of our year... and i have to say, i really wasnt that stressed at all... my parents (no doubt accidentally) actually did some good in moving me up here, giving me a perfect story on which to base my journey creative writings on... i should have done pretty ( Read more... )