Tomorrow morning I am going into the hospital to have my surgery. I am at the Minneapolis Children's hospital on the 7th floor. If you want to visit me you can find me there. All you have to do is get directions to there, come to the 7th floor and ask where my room is. Or if you want to call me you can reach me at 612 813 6144 and ask for Mara ( Read more... )

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I've cried myself to sleep the last 3 nights. I'm pathetic... I should have just stayed in Ireland. I could have. I had more than one opportunity. I can't believe I didn't take the chance. I could have gotten paid to be happy the whole summer. I have to go back there asap. I'm gonna leave the country as soon as I graduate. I could always live in ( Read more... )

I can't stop crying. I've come to the point where I've stopped trying to hide it. I thought everything was starting to go right, but I guess I'm blind and living in my own world. What did i do wrong? I didn't want to go out with him because I knew this was going to happen. I knew it. But I decided to take a chance. How could I be so stupid? And the ( Read more... )

I am having such a great time in Ireland. It is sooo gorgeous here, I can't even fathom. I have taken a million pictures and when I get back I will definitely post them. I will also write what I did here. I just wanted to post a hello from Ireland. I'll be back late Sunday night.... Peace out, bitches! :)

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This Thursday I leave for Ireland. If you comment your address I can send you a postcard, so do that. :)

I had a good 3 day weekend. Saturday Ryan and and I went uptown and walked around lake Calhoun (sp?). It's probably good that we go on so many walks. Then I can at least say I'm training for the walk... haha ( Read more... )

I had a really good day today. I'm starting to feel happier. I don't think it's my meds, I think it's the people around me. I'm grateful for that ( Read more... )

I knew Ryan had leukemia from the moment he called me 2 days ago. His test results unknown at the time. I'm so sad. I just keep crying. I rarely cry, so I don't know what my deal is. I've been on the verge of tears all day. I don't know what to do. Poor Ryan. This is so unfair. I wish there was something I could do... I need a hug.