Well its late at night. And my minds actin up can't stop thinking don't know wat I'm good for anymore just feels like all I'm good for is gettin used and abused this isn't right and I know I'm not alrite but I put on a false provado so no one can see the pains I live with and the pains I've suffered I want to open up and let it all out but how can ( Read more... )

so yeah ive got a problem i met 2 sisters and their both very beautiful and i like them both but i dunno which one would be better for me to try and be with i dunno if i should try and be with the one i met first or be with the taller one, they both like partying but only one of them smokes weed something i dont do very often and the other i ( Read more... )

something doesnt feel rightbut i just dont know what it is all i know is something definitely doesnt feel right to me

ugh im so fucking bored and shit happened lastnight at the party i left shanna at but i was talkin to her sis and she told me shes ok which is good if anything happened to her id kill somebody. so today is starting out craptastic i want to go to wasaga in a couple weeks if i canf ind anyone to go with. i think i might go to montreal at the end of ( Read more... )

well tonight i dont even know how i feel, the girl im really gettin into and was partyin with tonight was lookin amazing but then her girls wanted her to do some shit with them and me and her talked and she wanted me to leave im glad she was honest and told me the only reason is because she doesnt want me to see her high on e i respect that alot i ( Read more... )

so ive met a few new girls and im thinking im fallin for one pretty bad. i like it though shes 18 russian/nova scotian, really skinny and is just all around amazing. I'm not too sure if we'll be gettin together but damn do i hope we do

what a shitty fucking night dads drunk and being an ass and i just dont want to be home right now but i have no where to go and its not like i have anyone that really gives a shit about me, my life as i have come to realize is shit. i'm 21 unemployed still iving at home no girlfriend, no car i have nothing but yet here  i am  trying to make sense ( Read more... )

why do i let alyssa get to me? like i know i love her always have but she doesnt love me as anything more than a friend. Shes goin to be back in brampton tomorrow but i doubt ill get to talk to her or see her much since her family nothing short of hates me plus her friends hate me too. I know i want to be wit hher again but in order for her to even ( Read more... )

its been along time since i last wrote anything but considering my mood i decided its time i do write again ( Read more... )

well things with natalie ended which sucks but oh well life goes on.Every weekend i hang out with ryan and fox and usually the rest of the guys.Fox is single now too but he was telling me last night him and kat might be getting back together which is great news but i gotta say im gonna miss driving all over the place flirting with girls while he ( Read more... )