new journal since my number changed marching_chik17 (i think) so www.livejournal.com/users/marching_chik17 (i think thats what it is)

yeah so last night i got to thinking and this happens after every breakup i suppose..but i cant help thinking he used me...i mean i wouldnt be surprised...but yeah i have no idea what im gonna do today...probably stay at home put music on the computer...yeah i kinda feel like shit...but thats nothing new...been feeling like shit all week...why? ( Read more... )

okay so me and dave broke up. its okay though because it was mutual. it doesnt bother me a bit actually, i knew it was coming and i dont mind being single b/c now i can flirt with whoever i want because i dont have to worry about making anyone jealous...so its cool with me, i plan on being single for at least a month...wow that was super conceited ( Read more... )

so...yeha shit happens...but im really pissed off b/c my mom refuses to sign working papers so ican get a job...like wtf how am i supposed to get money? she wont give me money so i want a job like wtf I (for once in my life) WANT TO PAY FOR MY OWN SHIT!...i mean i already have to wait til may to get my permit...why the hell should i have to wait ( Read more... )

marching chik17 (9:25:24 PM): well it will be thursday in 3 hours and 35 minutes ( Read more... )

so band practice last night was really really weird... i passed out during running .... if you ask me, runnign is a waste of time b/c it doesnt build endurance...it builds up cardio vascular weakness...w/e...i was just like..dont tell me about endurance...but thats another story ( Read more... )

boys are confusing creatures...fun yet confusing...so the shore was fun with me and lauren..it always is because we are two hot babes...but anyways so lauren had fun at the shore meeting 2 new cute boys...so...yeah more boy stuff...and dave came down coincedentally (sp?) adn that was fun...yeah we went to the beach at night it was tres romantique ( Read more... )

GOD DAMNIT, IM SORRY I CANT FUCKING PLEASE EVERYONE OKAY? IM SORYR I CANT DEAL WITH 50 THINGS AT ONCE, SO FUCKING CALL ME HUMAN OKAY? BEACUSE NOBODY CAN. I CANT PLEASE EVERYONE AT ONCE, I CANT FIX EVERYONE AT ONCE, I CAN TRY BUT JUST FORGIVE ME B/C I CANT. IVE HAD TO DEAL WITH SO MUCH SHIT THIS WEEK, SO MUCH DRAMA THAT HAPPENED, AND THEN THE ( Read more... )

sometimes, i wish i could go back in time and just try to fix things...unfortunatley that isnt the way life works...so i discovered (by reading someones blurty entries) that i was being a major bitch because someone was passing those traits to me....i blame that person for everythign that went wrong b/c of her goddamn traits...shes the type of girl ( Read more... )

so band camp started, and ended. through the course of it, i got so mad at soo many people...no...actually like...only 2 but it doesnt matter but one particular person is starting to annoy me with their views on things, their views only changed b/c shes not "a baby" anymore. i dunno its just fucking annoying...but anyway so me and dave went to ( Read more... )