I never looked ahead at my life and saw myself in this position. Not in any way shape or form. Not being in North America, or somewhere it's going to be cold, or owning my own space that could be a gallery someday, to being someone's husband, hell, even boyfriend was a leap at some points I thought. And so much more. So much more. I am grateful for ( Read more... )

The things that happen out of the blue sometimes turn out to be the greatest things to ever happen to you, and sometimes for just a moment they feel like possibly the worst. And sometimes those things happen pretty closely together. It should be a bad thing and for a time feels like it is, but it ends up not being the way you think. Things get ( Read more... )

The night before we left Toronto I had a hard time sleeping. Not restless or worried, just wanting to soak up as much time as I could I think. I laid awake an awful lot, just watching him, touching him, being with him, and loving that I could. And then morning came and we both seemed to have that draggy, not wanting to get out of bed feeling. ( Read more... )

I am not as good at writing as I am at expressing myself in other ways. I think there are a lot of artists like this? Though I have a tendency to talk an awful lot so perhaps I am full of it when I say that. My life has had some amazingly huge changes lately, scary, and awesome, all at once, and I would not change any of them ( Read more... )