i feel like i have to be strong for everyone.
im kinda gettin sick of itt.
and to tell you the truth, therapy isnt much help.
she jus tells me how wonderful i am cuz she thinks no one gives me support or tells me that.
i cried infront of her before. it felt weird. cuz i like never cry anymore.

i never update this like i say im going to ( Read more... )

everythings gettin to me.
im over stressing myself more than usual lately.
i think its cuz of the new school.
and im jus idno. i feel like idno really shitty.
i have constant headaches.
and cant sleep.

my mom sees im going downhill.
and shes gonna call a therapist tomorrow.

i survived my first day, isnt that amazing.
i thought i would diee.

i freaking rode a bus for the first time to school!
bus top was okay.
aww dzidzia came to the bustop at 630 am
it was soo cutee. cuz i didnt know he was coming.
he didnt sleep all night so he could come.
i love my baby. <333 ( Read more... )