So it's been forever. i know this. i would normally capitalize my i's but for this i am just far too lazy to do it, so i'm not. it bugs me. anyway ( Read more... )

I am quite possibly THE LARGEST idiot that i know.

thank you and good day.

So i'd really like to look like this again...


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So upon my endeavor of trying new things... i decided to try fish again today. Haddock to be exact. now, i used to eat fish all the time when i was younger, then i just didnt like it anymore. but we had fish tonight for dinner... so i had a piece of my dad, then had a piece of my own. it wasnt that bad. i had to put ketchup on it, but you know, it ( Read more... )

So i've decided that i really really want to fit into a bikini and look good before this summer, namely spring break time, eventhough i'm not going anywhere,but still...

i am going to do everything humanly possible to make this happen....

great.

So i ran outside today... that was quite possibly the best thing EVARRR *rawr* i havent done that since this summer... and i havent run outside really since this fall at school. it was a warm 36 degrees outside, and so i donned like 8 layers of clothing, put on my hat and my gloves, strapped on larz (My ipod) and went for a run! ugh it was SO ( Read more... )

uh sooooo...

Worst run ever this morning. Honestly, i couldnt even get past a mile. so pissed at myself... i mean i guess its' okay that i've been sick for the past week and couldnt realllyyy breathe all that well, but still, i'm pissed at myself, what kind of fatty cant make it past a mile when they run... oh me. gah.

I was reading my journal ... edit : old journals and i found this...

This is why my boyfriend is the best boyfriend in the world and why he kicks more ass than your boyfriend does.

oh yes...

me87: you fucking rock my sox

<333

Oh those sweet sweet days of senior year bliss... where have you gone?
i just want you to notice me again...
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So i'm getting up tomorrow and i'm going running...
if i'm going to do this diet thing, i'm going to fucking do it right...
and do it well for that matter.

yessir.
SOMEONE STOP ME!
haha <3


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