I'm a failure.

Attention:

Ladies and gentlemen, I would like to make an ammendment. To all those concerned, the previous post made was in no way related to, nor did it correlate with any supposed drug addiction I may hold.

Thank for your time, I will now return you to your regularly scheduled program.

~ The managment

Fuck! Fuckfuckfuck. My self-control is waning to dangerous lows. I told myself I would not fucking call. I'm not going to do it. I refuse to pick up that phone. I have some self respect, dammit. But it's so damn hard. There is NOTHING else to do. Everyone is either working, or sleeping, or grounded, or busy, or not leaving their house or whatever, ( Read more... )

Okay, where's the fanfare, where's the astounding applause and 4 tier cake for this momentous occasion? That's right, ladies and gents, it's true. I have returned to livejournal. I know, I never thought it would happen, and I'm sure you didn't either, but under the intense poking and prodding by none other than LadyLauren, I'm back with a vengeance ( Read more... )

I know I should be ashamed of what's there. I should be ashamed of what I have, what's prevalent. Rather, within the depths of my fucked up mind, I find myself remorseful over the fact that there aren't more. There aren't enough. I want so badly to rectify that, but... It's been so long. I've been so good. Well, on the outside. It's a constantly ( Read more... )

I really don't feel like going through boxes and reminiscing, in addition to being a packhorse and following your every sodding command, especially whilst in the middle of a nervous breakdown, let alone do it with a smile on my face, you whinging, pathetic, controlling, domineering, hypocritical SLAG ( Read more... )

The Grudge is freaking SCARY as fuck.

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I know it was yesterday, sorry for the inaccuracy, I just didn't have this available to me yesterday.

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998


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Fuckity fuck fuck fuck god damn fuck. Yes, yes, I have arisen from the grave after what, since I am not lame enough to actually go check the date, I assume to be a century of MIA behavior on my part. And, per usual, this will just be a rant entry, hence the title and lovely introductory words ( Read more... )