Life just feels like one big push and pull. I want to leave Tulsa, but I want to stay. I want Sasi to come home, but I never want to see her again. I want to get back into playing the music I love, but I want to leave it for good. I know it's just the desire to stay a kid as you grow up, but honestly I don't know what the right answers are anymore ( Read more... )

Today I realized that Shutdown has been broken up over a YEAR!! That is insane. We only were around for a little over two years, got signed within six months. Damn, the memories. I was so innocent when I joined hah. All the amazing and terrible things that happened... the girls, jobs, drama, other bands, friends, fights. The best thing that ever ( Read more... )

I know I've been a complete stranger. I just got the internets, and am in the process of pimping out my apartment. Full update coming next Saturday with new pics and some apartment photos, promise.

In them meantime here's a an old picture of me that I found on photobucket, long before I was punk rock. What a fruit:

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Sorry I havent been updating, still no internets. All I do I go to the office and work out. Real updates coming soooonnnn!

Thanks to everyone who wished me well; I'm officially into my new place and I love it. I have no internets yet, so don't expect to hear much from me for a week or so... but pics, updates, and comments coming soon!

SIX DAYS UNTIL I MOVE ....Into my very own apartment for the first time. No roommates. First floor. You guys have no idea how excited I am. I can finally provide my undivided attention to the things that really matter to me. Which are; my solo album, training(boxing), and economics/finishing school. No parties, my place is too nice, haha ( Read more... )

Stole this idea from good old Kailani (I dunno how to do that LJ link) whom I've been LJ friends with forevar~!

( Girls and I want to bang and guys I'm jealous of...(Pictures) )

Noooooo waayyyyyyyy~!!!!!

I was in my attic looking for some old concert dv tapes, and I found a Nike shoe box with some old shit from my childhood my mom stashed, including my PM DAWN CASSETTE TAPES! Of The Heart and Die Without You! What do you kids know about that??? I got that shit right when it came out in 1992, when I was six years old! ( Read more... )

(Warning: The following post is self-absorbent, pretentious, lame, and on some levels, homoerotic. You've been warned ( Read more... )

Pure Gold


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