holy shit...I was thinking of you the other day. I'm back in my old apts and I was driving by the fucking hill we sat on when you visited and you made me walk in the fucking freezing cold.
yes, that was a damn cold night. and it was quite rude of me to insist you come freeze your ass off with me. but the sky was pretty at least.
i have written you from time to time over the past year -- never heard anything from you, so i figured you either hated me, or didn't get my messages.
yep, i've still got that stupid "everybody hate's me" complex. working to overcome.
your writing is lovely as always. i know it burdens your to feel so much -- but i'm grateful that you do. . . it makes up for my vacant eyes. in some strange metaphysical sense.
thank you for making contact, letting me know that i crossed your mind. . . it is nice to hear from you.
well, i'm not feeling well right now. damn depression. you know too well.
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How in the HELL are you?????
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yes, that was a damn cold night. and it was quite rude of me to insist you come freeze your ass off with me. but the sky was pretty at least.
i have written you from time to time over the past year -- never heard anything from you, so i figured you either hated me, or didn't get my messages.
yep, i've still got that stupid "everybody hate's me" complex. working to overcome.
your writing is lovely as always. i know it burdens your to feel so much -- but i'm grateful that you do. . . it makes up for my vacant eyes. in some strange metaphysical sense.
thank you for making contact, letting me know that i crossed your mind. . . it is nice to hear from you.
well, i'm not feeling well right now. damn depression. you know too well.
with love.
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you really should write more!
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