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i want to start over.  write again, and be interesting (at least to myself) again.  so, i've burned the old books down and changed my name.   

I need someplace to come where I can spread myself all out so I can escape what's moving around inside my brain.  So I'm back here and may be here for awhile, but more careful now, without any kind of agenda for your love, or yours, or yours.  Just need to learn to have a voice again and a place and a few friends who understand living in words, and ( Read more... )

Introverted ( Read more... )

You tear me open
to echo screams
inside of vacancy
and rest your head
beside a heartbeat

As rythym soothes
touch lingers
warmth regrets
and boxes full
of secret wishes
burn

You have married
disaster to disaster
and bathed youself
in turpentine
to strip
the memory away

With an unsure smile
and a cold kiss
you sew me shut.

you are deep inside ( Read more... )

Couldn't resist
Scrawling upon my wrists
With steel sliver and
Adder tongue.

Like the forgetting star,
failure drips from my
veins.
Like the forgetting star,
worlds fall like sand.

My hand numb catches nothing,
My hand numb clenches nothing.

Couldn't resist
The event horizon.

sometimes it is difficult to do this. usually always it is is difficult to do this. but in all fairness and respect to each being who is associated with me, it must be done. so, if any of you (lj and nonlj, alike) have grown tired of me, feel as though we are no longer growing together in our friendship, wish to give up and let go, Please do so ( Read more... )

a moment of note. something is starting to stir within. not sure what it is. or what it will become. but it is a feeling. or at least the hint of a feeling ( Read more... )

been reading through communities tonight. mainly vegetarian, antiwar, and hippies, exmormon ( Read more... )