Finished Crime and Punishment and Siddhartha.  Next up: The Rebel by Camus, Ulysses by Joyce, and Go Tell it on the Mountain by James Baldwin.

And another thing.  A personality overhaul. . . Got to change my whole way of thinking and being in the world.  Going to try on a few outfits soon. . . see how they fit -- and i hope they don't fit, ( Read more... )

trying to get up. write resumes, send off applications. . . this whole "defeat the capitalist system by choosing not to participate" idea has really not benefited anybody. it could work if i had the creativity for it. if i had the ingenuity to support myself and my loved ones and those in need by utilizing some unconventional means ( ( Read more... )

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ( Read more... )

it has been long enough. silence and thought have lasted long enough. now to scream, now to cry, now to weep with the rest of those who weep. i was gone. . . in this place deep inside. . . i was there long enought. there in that place long enough. in that place where nothing touched me -- in that place where all go to hid from life, to hide ( Read more... )

Slept beneath the stars lastnight. wind reminding of primative origins. and today -- found that a beautiful creature has been lost, taken from this world. . . -- so quickly we can go, so easily our existences can be washed away ( Read more... )

We were discussing quantum physics and the possibility of eleven different parallel universes when everything suddenly fell into place ( Read more... )

haha.

when i was a child my friends told me that freddy Kruger lived inside of the pine tree that grew in my front yard. . . and that he would KILL me if i walked past it at night.  So, everytime i came close to the pine tree, i would RUN. . .  my parents, banned me from watching any horror movies -- so the many ways that Freddy could possibly ( Read more... )

need to begin writing the screenplay ( Read more... )

fine. i couldn't quite kill the beast -- and i am both a devil and a saint. so i must express -- because i'm heading toward infinite regress, downward drift ( Read more... )

it's true, i cry wolf.