it. is. my. birthday.

i am sublimely happy. i got to see people i havent seen in forever. i got to eat mac and cheese. i saw two bridges competing for my attention. i texted someone i know wont text me back, just for the fuck of it.

thank you for being you

it really is my birthday, thank you for noticing

i cant sleep on these utterly freezing nights. i always feel so pensive. i havent written in this thing in forever but i remember how little i used to sleep when i wrote in it all the time, so i suppose its only appropriate to revert back to it now. i've been sitting here for the longest time reading my old entries...as is always constructive. i am ( Read more... )

im not a slave to a god that doesnt exist

so i witnessed the most amazing thing on the train today...this homeless man was raving about a multitude of things and it was ridiculously funny. he had the wrapper for a fruit roll up and was like "some people search for what their talents are for their whole lives, they go to libraries and government offices to find their talent..but i have mine ( Read more... )

in exactly one month..i will be gone...and it feels so weird

what am i to do when all the clocks in my house are telling me different things?

 Sometimes you have to get drunk in Cocoa Beach...and then stumble into a strip club...and then get kicked out for trying to take a picture of a girl that you wanted to give your friends phone number too...and then maybe you also get into a fight with one of the strippers

 ive got a pocket, got a pocket full of sunshine...ive got a love and i know that its all mine

Dear Ashlie ( Read more... )

2 1st birthday!!! im still at least, pretty drunk at 8:00 in the morning....i did something last night, tequila, and ended up wrestling an Ex-Marine...i kicked him in the jaw and he fucked up my favorite breast! i woke up with morning with a lost cell phone, no shoes, dirty feet, hammered, with a huge scratch across my right breast....all in all, ( Read more... )