Started hearing her again.

I haven't in a long time.

It feels horrible.

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Girls don't death egg.

Dear livejournal,
It's been a blast but as for now...well I'm afraid we must go our separate ways.

Don't worry, this separation is a good thing...a great thing. An emotional crutch I no longer need.

I'm starting the life beyond that of which I could ever have dreamt of.

Happy doesn't even capture it.

I'm complete.

Why bother...I lost everything that ever mattered.

Note to self: You're a fucking idiot.

Life is so weird…I’m losing any ability to capture how I feel about anything anymore. Well, at least in writing, maybe this whole going to school for photography could be it. It seems like the only way I can convey my emotions anymore is through imagery ( Read more... )

You always see herorin addicts and alcoholics going through intense periods of withdrawl in movies. Stagging about for days, breaking out in sweats, unable to sleep but completely worn out, and dizzy as hell..

Now I know how it feels and it is a living hell.

Withdrawl can kiss my arse...I'm going back.

They say it is better anyway.

"You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
And everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Someday you will be loved"

Things have been more up and down than ever. I don’t know why. What have I done to shift the stability I had attained? Constructing this life for myself over time and through dedication…one moment can shatter it all to bits. Right now I’m sitting in English class. I can’t work. As soon as I’m out of class I’m running over to get my film ( Read more... )