i would like to say that i make it that way. most of the time i really do. things aren't as much fun when they are easy, and i love a challenge. but there are sometimes in life where i wish things could just be easy, just once ( Read more... )

well yesterday i went to toronto to see dan and then adrian. well chilling with mike and em was super killer and chilling with dan was nice too. that kid is such a fucker but what can i say, i love that fucker. lol. call me crazy, i know it's true. anyways, so after smoking a lot of dope and drinking some beers i headed over to adrian's house. well ( Read more... )

well in less then 30mins i am leaving to go to toronto. am i nervous? i won't lie, i am just a little. first off, i get to see dan. *jumps up and down* although i am sure he will make fun of me and say mean things, that is okay. it's like we have a BDSM friendship, but with words. i like that analogy, it seems to be the most fittign for us. but i ( Read more... )

well last night i closed with brennan for the first time in forever and it was fucking great. what made the night even better was the fact that we talked about the feelings i used to have for have adn how he felt about it. even though he was never interested in me, it didn't hurt for me to hear it. but having that conversation made being around him ( Read more... )

OH MAN!!!! I AM SO STOKED!!! (yes i realize this is a huge shift from earlier moods) but i jsut talked to mike my tattoo artist to get the prices from him for my tattoos adn to book the date. see dan told me i would most likely be looking at 220. oh no my friend, oh no. 180!!!!!!! that's right. so i won't be so broke after paying for them. i think ( Read more... )

"its always a dope feeling when you cant wait to get tired so you can wake up in the morning and be that much closer to where/who you want to be (with). kinda like christmas in a way =) lets you know that you have someone positive going on in your life for a change ( Read more... )

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it's nice to know that ppl out there care. my dad told me i didn't have to make dinner after adrian left adn that instead, he would buy my some chinese food. i don't know what it is about chinese food that brings me so much comfort. maybe it's more of a force of habit now. whenever i got upset my dad would always get me chinese food adn maybe now i ( Read more... )

wow ( Read more... )

okay first let's set aside teh fact that i have a bf because i have had many vdays being single. adn let's set aside the fact that i am a hopeless romantic. okay....GO ( Read more... )