well today celebrates 3 months with adrian. what can i say about these past three months that would do them any justice? well i will have to give it a shot ( Read more... )

i had to steal this from _briar_rose_ because it is so beautiful. i do not knwo if you wrote this, but either way, it's amazing ( Read more... )

after receiving a comment on my LJ last night from someone who wished to not be named, telling to learn how to organize my letters and proceeded to call me a "dumb ass," i have a reply (although i technically already have replied to his/her comment through the post, but i am angry so ya.....). first off, that post was writen late at night just ( Read more... )

( my meltdown song )

doesn't it really suck when you are wrong? when you think someone has actually changed and is doing things now that make you happy. i thought that adrian wanting to be in more contact with me was a good thing. it wasn't neccessary, but it was good. however he feels that "the level of communication we have right now is threatening." i would like to ( Read more... )

well i master the scanner. but since we dont' have photoshop on the new comp yet, i went to use it on my bros comp. did really cool effects on one of my fav pics and am now printing it on this comp. life....COMPLETE. so now its printed and it looks hype. hehehehehehehhee. i am so proud of myself. lol. wow ( Read more... )

oh how i love mondays. class was good, seeing adrian was great. i realized last night that i really cherish him. i guess it was watching a movie where a lover dies that made me really sad, and thus i started to think about how happy adrian really makes me. i have been in relationships that have made me happy and give me an optimistic outlook, but ( Read more... )

well it is now my time to vent, so be warned ( Read more... )

so here is where i shamelessly plug for this amazing artist ( Read more... )

well one essay down, one more to go. but i think i will save that one for tomorrow. seems like a good idea. so i decided to write my essay about free will and determinism and how the idea of the latter defeats the idea of god's existence because humans do evil things adn god cannot be evil, so if god predetermines everything, then he can not exist ( Read more... )