I love it when no one notices that I'm missing, regardless of how hard I slam the door or how quiet the room may get. The lack of my presence goes un-noticed. Well fuck love and fuck life- fuck the ones who keep looking through me...it hurts. I can't stand it...I can't blame them. I hate to sleep alone. Anyone will do. A liar, an actor-the great ( Read more... )

but if i build you a city, would you let me in, would you tear it down? but there you go for the last time i finally know now what i should have know then that i could still be ruthless if you let me. but there you go and im not donw. you're waving goodbye well at least youre having fun. the raising tide will not let you forget me. forget me.

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The bon fire was a good time. All y'all should stop out next time I have one out here. I'll plan a keg party on the fourth of July weekend, maybe all you fuckers will show up then. :) I'll let you know how things work out. Hope everything is great.

"I can't get enough, I'm not satisfied, I've wasted my time with this daily grind, I can't get ( Read more... )

I will never quite understand the ups and downs of life. My moods and feelings only make sense half the time-I keep going back and forth between extremes of happiness/sadness. I might be bi-polar...im not sure. I've always been this way. What I really dont understand is why things never seem to work out the way i've planned. Maybe I'm just full of ( Read more... )

Best Friends are awesome. Beer rocks. Cigarettes ruin my lungs. Boys are fun. Drunk wrestling is amazing. Kicking holes in walls sucks. Kicking a boy in the balls and then being punched in the 'hoo-ha' and the boobs in return is even worse. Sentimental conversations make me feel better. It was a perfect night except for me and my selfish jealousy ( Read more... )

I'm loving all of the changes going on in my life right now. "new" car, wonderful weather, i'm almost tan, getting in shape, being sore from getting in shape; new haircut-very cute; its all so awesome and I love it. If anyone would like to play "EXTREME TENNIS" with paula and I, you are more than welcome, just give one of us a call. There are no ( Read more... )

Today was alright I guess. Drove out to Rockford for a family get-together in celebration of my birthday last thursday. It was good to see everyone, and the presents weren't too bad either. Digital camera, and some money. Friday night was better. I got the best gift a girl could ask for, beer and the company of great friends. I told everyone not to ( Read more... )

Well folks, this is it. You are reading the words of the first ever seman recruit Brummans. I'm so damn excited. My family is still a little bit shocked from the whole dicision but I don't blame them. It was pretty spontaneous on my part-but all for what I believe are good rational reasons.I'm so excited, I believe that I'm going to have some of ( Read more... )

"When I think about rain, I think about singing. When I think about singing, its a heavenly tune. When I think about heaven, I think about angels. When I think about angels, I think about you". -Jamie O'Neal

Things are going great. I have the next four years of my life planned out to a 't'. I'm going to get some schooling under my belt, I'm going ( Read more... )