I'm tired, so tired of getting up and wasting another day ( Read more... )

Hope everyone had an excellent Christmas and New Year! I know I did. Things are going pretty good right now. Paula and I found some cool kids from work that we really like. It feels good to have people call me again. I'm pretty happy about it. However, I have to stop drinking with them on sunday nights. Today was my second call-in to RAMI. I was ( Read more... )

well fuck this...I was gonna write an entry but everytime I went back and read it I thought about how retarded it sounded. So this is all I have to say...

Holiday spirit can fuck itself. I just want all this bullshit to be done with so I don't have to think about how selfish I am because I don't want to buy anyone gifts. Have a great day.

I am pretty proud of the fact that I have just completed my second Thanksgiving dinner and have not thrown up yet tonight. It is however still very possible. The past two years did not sit so well. I plan on sleeping with the garbage can next to my bed. :0---

I finally talked to my dad about the computer. The deal is that all I have to do is pick ( Read more... )

Things have been crazy busy the past couple of weeks. I apologize for not talking to any of you in so long. The new job is gonna get me good. I'm really pumped about this whole discount thing though. Hopefully my checks won't be so bad either. Christmas is going to be a sinch. I'm going to get the best deals for everyone at the best electronics ( Read more... )

Hey fuckers!! I'm gonna go to Vegas for the first time ever this new years eve! I'm fuckin pumped...and I'm buzzed. It brings back memories of "spin the bottle" thats such a good game. I wanna play it again. Too bad the kenner is passed out ( Read more... )

So work is slow and school has yet to exist for me. I am anxiously awaiting it. I thought that I would be really excited to be finished with high school and all, I mean don't get me wrong, I'm happy that it's done with but I actually miss the learning part of it. I just want to absorb everything. I want to be a little school geek again. I want the ( Read more... )

If anyone knows where a kid can get a job around here will ya let me know. Otherwise I might have to start workin the corner of Becon and Robbins at night. This girl needs some cash! Fuckin best buy hasn't called me back. Thats some bullshit right there. You can't tell what kind of a fuckin person I am from your damn online application! Let me meet ( Read more... )

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This is a song that our beautiful Choral Ensemble sang my junior year of high school. The moment I heard it I was swept away. Its amazing how songs can relate to every aspect of your life when you're at the bottom of the rollercoaster...

Prayer of the Children

Can you hear the prayer of the children?
On bended knee, in the shadow un an unknown room
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