1. What is your middle name? Ariana ( Read more... )

Hmmmmmmmmmm i've really neglected this journal haven't i... there isn't much to say. My headaches are just there they don't leave so i don't complain anymore.. I'm sleepy most of the time and it really sucks about twice today i fell asleep in one of my classes. My picture in art class is the worst ever *sigh* i don't want to think about my parents ( Read more... )

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Name 10 songs I know all (or most of) the lyrics to ( Read more... )

Resignation brings me some sort of serenity. I guess..... It's hard though to just give up.. lol shouldn't that be the easiest thing to do? I guess i've been fighting things for so long that i have never learned to give up. But i'm so tired of fighting my soul feels so heavy. I don't know i just feel so different and i don't know how to deal with " ( Read more... )

My parents aren't home and my tranquility i felt evaporated and turned into depression. I don't know but I just felt so worthless and pathetic... for the first time in a few days i started to cry. It was unlike anyother time because it just wasn't a single tear there were several.... i cried longer than i have ever.... i felt so bad and so cold. I ( Read more... )

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Have you ever seen The Wizord of Oz  ? Okay remember the part where they kill the witch and everyone is happy and crap... that's me right now. I know it's fucked up from me but i'm just so glad he is gone. It brings peace to me.... for once not waking up to him on me or something. Yesterday we went to drop him off at my other aunts house coz she ( Read more... )

There is such fear in me. For once in a long time i feel so much fear. It paralizes me, makes me sick. I should have never told my cousin what i told him when he said that if we weren't related he would go out with me. That gave path to the feelings i have inside now. Gods help me

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